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Still sick, and pretty boring

2004-06-10 | 9:17 a.m.
Only one more day (after today is over, which is approximately a million hours from now). Yay! I am so excited to be done here.

I am still sick. I think itís the stress and lack of sleep (I either lie awake or have horrible nightmares) thatís making me ill. No fun. I did have a moment last night as I was lying awake where I started to wonder if I were going to go crazy from not sleeping. The answer is still up in the air.

K wants me to go out tonight with a bunch of people from his work. I feel like I have to, since Iíve never gone out with all of them (I just really havenít wanted to or Iíve had work stuff, etc.) But of course I really donít want to go tonight because I feel gross and I know when I do go Iíll be even quieter than I normally am and will just want to leave and then K will be mad about that. The question, I guess, is will he be as mad as he will be if I donít go at all? I donít know. This wife stuff is hard.

So Iíve been looking at the Craigís list site for Atlanta. People advertise for all sorts of things, even friends. I responded to one girls posting, but I must not have sounded cool enough, since she didnít respond. I am thinking of posting my own. But then if no one responds Iíll just feel like a big loser.

Anyway. Clearly I am the girl without actual stories today, so I will leave you all wondering where the once funny and interesting girl you knew has gone.

Student teaching begins - 2005-02-20
Three more days!! - 2005-02-07
Weekend recap - 2005-01-31
Oh the hate - 2005-01-26
Yay for staying home! - 2005-01-24

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