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i married the love of my life on December 27. still trying to figure everything out. this is my life.

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based on the e.e. cummings poem:

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

I continue to do better, and then I do worse again. I spent the weekend in a funk (what a surprise!) but am feeling better today. I think a lot of it stems from the fact that K is the only person I see or talk to at all, and has been for the last month. And while I love him the most, it makes me lonely for other people.

But I am leaving Friday to go home for the week to pick up a bunch of furniture and bond with HB before she leaves. So I am sure that by the end of it I will be very ready to come back here.

Hopefully I will hear that I got a job I applied for (a permenant sub at a private school) today or tomorrow. Fingers crossed.

All right, I have a sux page paper due tomorrow, which I should probably go and work on.

Student teaching begins - 2005-02-20
Three more days!! - 2005-02-07
Weekend recap - 2005-01-31
Oh the hate - 2005-01-26
Yay for staying home! - 2005-01-24

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