Last night was not good. I did a lot of crying. I just felt so overwhelmed and lonely. Everything just seemed unbearable. But things seemed better this morning, as I guess they usually do.
Right now we�ve decided to wait and see for two weeks and hope the Seattle thing comes through. Although a part of me leans towards KC, I think the most important thing right now is to do what�s best for K�s career, and he thinks Seattle is it.
We had decided to give the guineas back, but I got an email today from the woman who was going to take them that she�s gotten into trouble with Orange County for having too many pets and I think they were seized. So I don�t think she can take the girls, which I am taking as a sign from God that we�re supposed to keep them.
So, our two decisions made at least for now. I feel much better.
Reading: Last night I finished Girl Cook, which rocked.
Craving: Time off, as always.
Thinking: My mind is slightly less crazed today, which is a good thing.
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